puberty is a good thing.
i often look at people and comment on their attractiveness
(in my head)
so lately i’ve gotten into the habit of thinking “what a cutie”
and i think i should stop because i’m going to say it out loud by accident one day and cutie is a word you use with someone who is five, not a seventeen year old
AS KATIE FINALLY
SHE LEFT THE BOOK IN HER LOCKER
VIRGINITY IS A SOCIAL CONSTRUCT
- is sexist
- is heteronormative
- commodifies sex
- commodifies young cis-het white women
- contributes to rape culture
- contributes to slut-shaming
- erases queer folk
- erases transfolk
- frames a woman’s worth as inversely proportional to the number of dicks that have been inside her
and much, much more!
I’ve heard “sexual debut” as an alternative, and I quite like it. :)
If they ever made a movie about me, it would be called ‘PROCRASTINATION: THE MOTION PICTURE’.
7:03 once more I am reminded of how much I hate the MTA.
I was running to the bus stop and the bus left. Fine. Then I wait for ten minutes and three buses show, but the one I actually want to go on. PASSES THE STOP.
Now I am on the slow bus that stops at every stop even though they are really close together and just one person is there.
CURSE YOU 20 A, CURSE YOU
7:15 AM: If someone went on a murderous rampage here, I would totally understand why. Everyone walks so slowly and too far apart to skirt but to close to go in between.
So I ran down the subway stairs and there were two expresses. One was definitely leaving ( it actually just left) and the other was empty.
I’m in the empty one. I am late already, I might as well be comfortable! And OH MY GOD WHY DO FAT MEN LOVE SITTING NEXT TO ME FMLFML BTW MY LIFE WAS FINE BEFORE I COUKD FEEL YOUR THIGHS
7:51 You know someone was sitting too close to you when you get off the train and your leg feels weird from the lack of pressure.
3:40 PM This couple was hugging each other right against the doors and when they opened THEY WOULDN’T MOVE WHAT WHY WOULDN’T YOU MOVE IT’S FUCKING TIMES SQUARE A LOT OF PEOPLE GET OFF
Now I am sitting down and I hope nobody accidentally molests the outside if my thigh.
5:50 PM IM GOING ON THE BUS AGAIN WISH ME LUCK
THERE WAS A CYBERDALEK
LIKE IT WOULD JUST BE A FREAK OF NATURE AND HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AND ITSELF AND IT WOULD BE SO CONFUSED.
AND IT WOULD SAY “DEXTERMINATE”
GET IT BECAUSE DELETE+EXTERMINATE.
i’m done now.